Well it is yet again another week in my so called... life. Nothing happening on the SSI front. Of course my health is doing a little better but not much especially because of the steroid treatment I was on definately caused my blood to get way to thin, today I was at a 4.9 and usually I am and should be a 2.5, and keeping in mind that the higher the numbers go the thinner your blood is. Pretty scary if you ask me. I also have been breaking out in zits like a teenager, wich is really extra frustrating because I never had zits as a teen. But my Doc assures me that it will be short-lived and my complexion should resume to normal before to long. My sister Laurie brought her and her husbands new car tonight it is a 2006 Mustang and man is that car beautiful. she took me for a ride and it is damn fast too. I absolutely love my smilies there are so many of them that i am assured to get the right one for the way I am feeling. Yes this was actually me today really happy. Of course now every day that I wake up and I still have the internet I am happy I know that I should be happy anyway cause I do have my scrapbooking. Sometimes though it seems like I like finding things on the internet a lot more than anything else like my new found love of Say-club dolls they are Korean and I can only get them from a couple of sites but they are the cutest.




See what I mean and that one to the left is just one of about a thousand that I have found .

Well I guess I should be going now this is a marathon blog I guess.

Hey it is truly amazing I am actually updating my blog today. I have spent the last week and a half partially blind due to the fact that I have been in an extremely bad flare-up and the technical word for what this is Optic Neuritis (swelling of the optical nerves) it has caused me to have to wear a patch that is pretty uncomfortable and not to mention embarrassing. I feel like a goshdang pirate. I have been on some pretty strong steroids to correct this problem and it does seem to be helping although I do have a hard time dealing with the side affects of steroids. I just wonder sometimes if I will ever get a brake from all of my health problems because it seems as though as soon as I almost get rid of one problem then another one pops up. Geeesh. I would like anyone who doesen't believe that I am disabled to step into my body for one day and feel like me I believe that they would be singing a different tune by the end of the day. You know some people think well if my MS and other stuff is being "treated" than that is supposed to be a cure well WHATEVER because as anyone knows that with any kind of treatment there are side effects and sometimes it is almost as hard to combat the side effects as it is the actual disease. Boy I am really rambling today. I never no though when a blog entry will be my last for a while or not though due to the fact that I do not have enough money to pay my phone bill or at least as much as they want. So they are probably going to shut off my internet for a while. I guess that I will just have to deal with it though there is nothing I can do but whine and complain and that doesen't do any good at all. Well I am getting a little sleepy so I better go rest. TTFN