Hey it is truly amazing I am actually updating my blog today. I have spent the last week and a half partially blind due to the fact that I have been in an extremely bad flare-up and the technical word for what this is Optic Neuritis (swelling of the optical nerves) it has caused me to have to wear a patch that is pretty uncomfortable and not to mention embarrassing. I feel like a goshdang pirate. I have been on some pretty strong steroids to correct this problem and it does seem to be helping although I do have a hard time dealing with the side affects of steroids. I just wonder sometimes if I will ever get a brake from all of my health problems because it seems as though as soon as I almost get rid of one problem then another one pops up. Geeesh. I would like anyone who doesen't believe that I am disabled to step into my body for one day and feel like me I believe that they would be singing a different tune by the end of the day. You know some people think well if my MS and other stuff is being "treated" than that is supposed to be a cure well WHATEVER because as anyone knows that with any kind of treatment there are side effects and sometimes it is almost as hard to combat the side effects as it is the actual disease. Boy I am really rambling today. I never no though when a blog entry will be my last for a while or not though due to the fact that I do not have enough money to pay my phone bill or at least as much as they want. So they are probably going to shut off my internet for a while. I guess that I will just have to deal with it though there is nothing I can do but whine and complain and that doesen't do any good at all. Well I am getting a little sleepy so I better go rest. TTFN