This ought to be some sort of record for me. Okay I know I have said that I will never love again and that I am finished with it but what if just what if??? I was talking to a friend last night and he said that he has been thinking about me a lot lately a really lot and very heavily and I sware that while I was talking to him I heard the words "I Love You Baby" come out of his mouth. Now I know that I have been there for him when maybe other people weren't and we have had some great phone encounters but thats just it we have never met in person. We have talked numerous times via telephone and have not met in person. We are very strongly attracted to one another sexually I mean the sound of his voice makes me tingle all over. Our phone sex is amazing. Yes this relationship is an odd one and it is a down grade to what I have experienced with other men. But I really like Trevor a lot.

Now for the fact of the other men in my life Like James, he is an awesome fuck buddy and he proves that time and time again because everytime we have sex "the proof is in the puddle" yes he makes me Orgasm so much that I puddle gush and wow just amazing. We have a lot in common as well we both like the same sort of music and our personalities work its quirky but it works.

Then for Reed well the relationship with him is very strange because we are so strongly attracted to each other sexually and both reach multiple orgasms when we have sex. We can hang around each other and get along. I have stayed at his house weekend after weekend without problems. Just recently though the Jealous monster in him has been rearing its ugly head. I have heard it in his voice and I even pointed it out to him and said no Reed we decided we werent going to do this as a relationship thing and be jealous of each others love lives. But he has been and I can feel it.